Joanna;;;

My girl Joanna.
Is quite fantastic.
I enjoy going on dates with her to the cinemas ( L )
I enjoy celebrating 'Other Mothers Day'
Joanna I jsut want to ask you;
"Who is Sean?"
"Oh Sean is my boyfriend before Mark."
"Who the Fu-"

And there is something I need to say before I go..

Honey, I don't know how to tell you this.. But there is an Asian family in our bathroom..

Joanna no longer My girl .
After the break up I wrote you this poem.

Roses are red, Violets are blue,
F*** YOU WHORE.

"Joanna is the biggest whore. Its like she took a shit on my face.. Literally."
"LITERALLY?!"
"NO not literally! Whats wrong with you!"

OH and one last thing..

I HATE THIS SONG
Son your gonna have to exit this bus.

Hold on..
Excuse me..
 Uhm.



Didnt you just blog too.



Ohcoooooool.


lols.
I find this all quite hilariousssss.
Yes. I do blog. Shit.
If that means I'm stupid, cowerdly, pathetic, hypocritical, attention seeking, slutty ( I definately see the conncetion in that one) dumb shit of a person.. HELL thats me.

I'm not sure if your aware.. But I dont give a flying frick about what you think or say.
And You shouldnt either.

You said so yourself, people pay shit all attention to these stupid blogs so I dont see why your making such a deal of it.

If you have that much of a problem, dont read my blogs.. It's that easy. Really.

I know Britt is your friend.. And I can see why you would wanna stick up for your friends. I would stick up for mine too. But this is between Britt and myself. But my friends have realized that and they arn't getting caught up in this crap.

Your not gonnna ever get a perfect grade where everyone gets along. Never. But Britt and I have tried to be friends. We have. And it didnt work. Her and I have both come to that conclusion and we feel mutual about it. We can pretend to be friends all we want. But beneith it all. We are going to feel the exact same way.

And you can say what you want about me making my family unhappy. Because that makes me laugh.
The funny thing is my family doesn't care. Because they see where I am coming from. And they support me in this.

So yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :)

No comeback neccessary.
You pretty much just summed yourself up for me.

Thanks :)

 Dont get to carried away you might hurt yourself.
At least I post things that the person they are about can actually read them.

RIGHTTTTIOOO SPONGEBOB.

Okay. So I just want to get this straight yeh?
I actually made a blog so I could write blogs about other people and talk about how shit my life is.. yeeeeeow?

I mean, sometimes I can't change the way things are and sometimes its not my f***ing place to but in.
Sometimes maybe I should grow the f**k up and piss off
Don't I have a f**ken life? I should get out and do something stop sitting behind the computer screen being a f**ken macho about it!

Nuhh. I'll be sweet. I mean. I would rather sit on a computer than some guys penis..

JESUS. I'M SUCH A DUMB BITCH.


I'm just gonna go ride my ponyyy called Princess Sparkles Consuela Banana  Hammock..

rgfhfghrd poo.

I have one major pet hate.

No it's not when we are made to attend a STD talk.

But when people have absolutely no respect for themselves.

Come on, can you seriously expect peoeple to respect you when you dont even respect yourself?

I mean, I know for one that I have Morals and High Standards and if one thing goes wrong in a slight way I freak out and cry!and I'm in no way saying "Hey you should all be like me"  Oh god I wouldn't wish that upon anyone.

But honestly.

I cannot stand those people who go all out and act like trash.

I for one, if you act like trash I'll most likely treat you like trash.

I'm not one of those goes who goes tip toeing around peoples feelings,

I get in there a smash out my opinion and shatter peoples self esteem.

Well.. Hopefully I'm not that bad but you get the gist.

PLEASE PEOPLE WAKE UP TO YOURSELFFF!

Okayyyy awesome.
I mean its not like my phone came out of my pocket and fell into the deep deep, deep, deep ocean or anything..

And I mean. Its not like I am burnt as a burnt person on burnt tablets. Like not red at all.

I freaking hate my life.

iMPEGA PERMANENT MARKER.

Rightio.
I don't really know what to write bit its been about a decade since I last wrote.
And I have been told to write another.

I guess I want to share with you the most horrid of all dreamsssss.
Night mares I guess you would call it
Yes. Most definately a nightmare.

Well it goes like this..

I WAS BEST FRIENDS WITH W/S!!!!!!!
WHAT THE HELL SUBCONCIOUS MIND WERE YOU THINKING.
HONEST TO GOD IM SURPRISED I DIDNT BLOODY WAKE UP CRYING.

Well anyway. Rant about WS over.
I wouldnt like to waste my life talking about her.
Actaully. I am really jealous of her so maybe I might.
Well. Lifes debate on hold:

I am soo enjoying holidays. I mean really its monday so I havent had an ACTUAL day of holidays yet. But I can just tell I am going to ENJOYYYYYY it.
I mean your away from the bloody teachers that hassle and nag you 7three quarters/5.
(instead of 24/7? Geddit? Geddit?  My humor is wasted on you apathetic morons.)

I'm sorry. I didnt mean to insult you.

losers.

UHM ANYWAYS.

Oh and whats with this whole: Some one give you a name, like pretty much paying you out. And you go with it and started branding it all over your like facebook and myspace. Its called an insult. And by branding that on your social networking sites, your pretty much insulting yourself further.
But I wont go into that cause for once i'm not involved in this mini argument. (OMG I KNOW SHOCKING RIGHT?!)

Went shopping with my girl Nia on fridayyyy. It was quite the enjoyable experiance.
Who knew sitting down talking and getting stared at my fobs could be so enjoyable.
I didnt.
Who knew a mix up at starbucks could be so hilarious for me to watch.
Well.
I kinda had an idea buttt.
All in All.
It was lovelyyyyyyy. :) And CH/S I'm sorrrrry.
But this is one friendship you cant control :)
LOVE YOU.

Well I'm actually going Whale Watching with the Fambam to dayy.
JOY TO THE WORLD.

:)
SEE YOU SOONISH SILLY PANTS.

Reply to MADISONS cool bitch about the little fags on the bus.

I SWEAR TO FRIKIN GOD.
IF YOU GET IN MY WAY ONE MORE TIME.
OR GIVE ME LIP.
BOY. I SWEAR TO GO I WILL KICK YOU SO DAMN HARD AS I
WALK TO THE BACK OF THE BUS.
NOT EVEN KIDDDING.
YOU ARE WAY TO BIG FOR YOUR BOOTS AND I HATE YOU ALREADY.
AND I HAVE ONLY CAUGHT THAT GODDAMN BUS THREE BLOODY TIMES.


JESSSUS.

golly gosh.

So today. I finished working. Three days in a row.
19 and a half hours.
In four days.
I think I'm ready to retire.
BUT
I'm going shopping on friday :)
new shoes. yay for me.

When I was at work, I realised that there are like 2435654634 Italians that come in, like really.
With their accent that I cant understand and I feel bad cause I always have to ask them to repeat themselves :(
Sorry.

Welll. Those of you who are close to meee :)
Would know. That I made a decision this week.
Concerning a certain family member.
And it makes me sad. But I do not however regret doing it.
For those of you who do not know.
I basically told him to make a really hard decision. A choice between someone and myself.
But I don't see why if he cant respect me, then why I should respect and support him.
So what comes around, goes around.

OMFGGG. I am suppose to be going to NY next week. But no.
My gay father had to chuck a shit about his work.
SO now. I'm not going anymore.
CRY.

Now for a little gossip girl style blog:
My pal P, likes this guy called C.
But he is pretttttty dog to her.
And it makes me angry. Along with other things.

And there is a girl, WS,
who i frikin want to stab.
Just getting that out there.

There you go madi :) But instead of making up names.
I just used the letter of their names or nick names. :)



LOVE YOUZ BITCHHZ IN DA PANTIES.
 :D

JEBUS!

GOD.
Don't tell me to not apologize!
Tell me that what I said and what I did,
was inaappropriate.
GOD.
Make me feel bad,
make me feel something other than
anger for once in my goddam life.

Currently on the phone bitching to Tenneal.

For God's sake.
I guess there is somethings that you know are gonna start something;
but you just have to get it out there.
What if you know that things may never be the same again, would you risk it?
What if you are just fed up with these things to the extent whenever you start to talk about it you feel sick, your tummy flips and you feel like crying.
Should you have to feel like this?
Should you spill?
What if you give someone an ultimatam, and they have to choose.
And you know its a really really hard choice they have to make, but what if its a neccessity.
What if it is something that you just cant live with any longer.
That you feel miserable about every time the topic arises.
What if you feellike some one or something has taken something away from you.
And you owned it first, wht if it is yours.
And it feels like they have stolen half of your heart torn it up, squished it under their shoe and then fed it to you, using the "Oh open up here comes the airplane" technique.
Come on, you can't expect someone to sit there and suffer in silence, can you?
Can you?
Is that fair?
Maybe. Maybe it is.
But this girl isn't gonna take that shit.
Not because she doesnt want to, but because she isnt capable.
To be or not to be? That is the question.

I also hate;

Sorry for the two posts/one day thing :)

BUTTTTTTT.

Bloody teachers who say they care,
when we all know the truth is:
     THEY DONT.
Why do you pretend god dammit.
They pay all this attention to you when your mucking around
and trying to chill under they radar, but then,
as soon as you want to try and you actually want help,
they ignore the crap out of you. And when you do actually have their attention,
and you ask them a question, they just look away and talk to some one else.
COME ON PEOPLE. omfg.
And when you actually say something to them about it, they get all shitty at you,
about how it is so not true and that they care about everyone all the same,
even if you really are the biggest misfit in the class(es).
GIVE ME A BLOODY BREAK, my ass you care equally.

or...

What about the teacher who act like the utter most cows to you,
telling you this isnt appropraite and that isnt appropriate and oh pretty much,
"You fail at life".
But then tell you to come and talk to them about issues if you ever need to.
Pfft. Puh-lease. Get over yourself.
I wouldn't talk to you about my issues if you were the last human being on this god forsaken earth.
Get a life and stop tormenting other peoples.
Or just quit. Thats probably even better.
Come on. You have to know that none of us students like you.
GAWD!

I will never be;

One of those people who feels the need to impress.
Face it, if someone doesnt like you for you,
then when the alter ego you create for yourself breaks,
and they can see the real you peeking through.
I'm sorry to say. But you're screwed.
Why must we all feel the need to be liked?
People are just gonna let you down in the end anyway.
You'll fight them, they'll fight you, you'll do something that is 'unforgivable',
and vice versa. And truth is. Half the time stupid things like that are the reason
that relationships and friendships end.
And honestly would you rather be yourself and have few or maybe many friends,
than be some brain-washed soul-sucking clone of someone else and have many,
(most likely) fake friends.
I don't know what ever floats your boat I suppose.
Personally, I would rather attempt to be down to earth and original than follow the pack.

Don't you hate:

It when there are people that think they are too cool.
Who just want to be friends with the new shiny object that is the new topic of gossip?
What ever happened to the good old thing called.. Oh I don't know.. Friendship?
Where you can be yourself and not have to worry about losing someone to something newer. And how are you suppose to react when its not you who's being dogged but someone else.
Your watching it happen. Do you stop it? Or is it just continuing the cycle?