For God's sake.
I guess there is somethings that you know are gonna start something;
but you just have to get it out there.
What if you know that things may never be the same again, would you risk it?
What if you are just fed up with these things to the extent whenever you start to talk about it you feel sick, your tummy flips and you feel like crying.
Should you have to feel like this?
Should you spill?
What if you give someone an ultimatam, and they have to choose.
And you know its a really really hard choice they have to make, but what if its a neccessity.
What if it is something that you just cant live with any longer.
That you feel miserable about every time the topic arises.
What if you feellike some one or something has taken something away from you.
And you owned it first, wht if it is yours.
And it feels like they have stolen half of your heart torn it up, squished it under their shoe and then fed it to you, using the "Oh open up here comes the airplane" technique.
Come on, you can't expect someone to sit there and suffer in silence, can you?
Can you?
Is that fair?
Maybe. Maybe it is.
But this girl isn't gonna take that shit.
Not because she doesnt want to, but because she isnt capable.
To be or not to be? That is the question.
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LOL quoting Shakespeare nice.
ReplyDeleteThe only piece of advice I can give you is, do wat you think is right. If you wanna spill your guts then do it. Don't let other people/emotions tell u wat to do. Listen to yourself, trust that God will make things right, and do what you feel led to do. If the worst case scenario happens, then you made a bad decision but time heals all wounds. (Although, I could've helped more if I understood the circumstance). Just sit in your room and ponder. Meditate on it and forget other stresses in your life. Only by concentrating on yourself and what's happening can you get a firm answer. Honestly Rachel, if you use your initiative and listen to what God is telling you, things will always turn out to be good in the end.
"I can do everything through him who gives me strength." Philippians 4:13
"I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and
create evil: I the LORD do all these things."
Isaiah 45:7
And as they say in Shakespeare:
"To be, or not to be: that is the question:
Whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer
The slings and arrows of outrageous fortune,
Or to take arms against a sea of troubles,
And by opposing end them?" Shakespeare.
Do what you think is right!