Life goes on.

I cannot wait. Until I am eighteen.

I am moving out.

Moving far away.

Overseas please.

Anywhere that I can forget my past.

And never have to look back.

At anyone who has ever let me down.

I'm going to move.

And not tell anyone where I am going.

Because the sooner I can get on with life, forgetting the disappointments, the better.

Forget my family.

Except for my sister. She's the only thing that keeps me sane

Forget all the other complications and interruptions in my life.

Except Nia. She is amazing.The only one for me ( L )

She will always. come first in my eyes.

She's beautiful and reliable, and silly but wise. Shes amazing and she is everything to me.

Nothing can affect this. Nothing and no one.

But I'm over everyone else and putting in the effort to fix things, when they cant even be bothered to do the same.

I'm over wanting everything to be okay, because I know that it won't.

I'm over knowing that your friends are going to get hurt, but theirgonna keep going back for more.

I'm over being selfish, but thats the way its going to be. Take it or leave it.

I'm over fixing things, and then their broken again. It's not up to me anymore.

I'm so disappointed that the one person I thought I could trust, turned out to be the one that hurt me the most.

There is a point in your life when you get tired of trying to fix everything and make everyone happy. And when you finally decide to quit, it's not giving up. Its realizing you don’t need certain people and the bullshit they bring into your life.